a mounting pile of semi-ignored self-reminders resulting from my recent uncontrollable adieu from all sense and reason

i will not be distracted.

i will pass this moral test.

my happiness is an independent entity

just like it always was..

happiness isn't everything.

enough lamenting about past mistakes

i just have to make sure i can do better now

and continue improving in the future

expectations should be reserved for myself

compassion for others.

LET GO.

being hurt by someone is not something to be indignant about

or angry over..

crying happens.

i know i get anxious

and i worry alot

i know others may not understand

but i can't rush things

to make others happy

i have to do this all the right way

and walk my own lonely path

when did i start caring about what other people think?

that's right i don't.

:)

please just..